LIKE A FOOL

Have you ever wanted something you know you can't have? Like a fool, you just keep pursuing with just a tiny bit of hope that you might get just what you want. You know what you want does not want you but you keep on holding on just because you want and is blinded by your own selfish desires. I have been in situations where I lost someone that wants and needs me so bad because I was chasing after someone that has no need for me. It is my biggest regret, sometimes I wish I can go back in time and change it all...by wanting the person that wants me and letting go of he that has no need of me. But time waits for no man, he who wanted me, has gone to where he is wanted and appreciated, as I live in regret, I must learn to forgive myself by not making this mistake.
You go through heartbreak and rejection because you keep holding on to what does not need you. You are a beggar, begging for love, for care and attention when there is someone begging you to allow him show you care, love and attention. Like a fool, we think that person we show some love to us eventually but what we fail to realise is that the heart wants what it wants...
Like a fool, all by yourself, you do the calling, the texting and the planning...when he says yes to you, you feel like you just own the world. One word of kindness and sweetness sends your heart racing like a fool. You are the perfect friend, buddy and person to while away the time in a boring day but you are just not good enough to bear his name and kids.

Like a fool, we cry, hate, love , suffer and just don't know how to walk away.

When someone love you, you feel their energy on you, the care, the concern and want is fierce...like a deep penetration, you can't escape them. Like they are everywhere you go. I don't want to be like a fool in love anymore....you shouldn't be that fool anymore. Find your strength, you deserve to be happy, to be cared for and loved. Find your strength and let go of what doesn't need you or value you. One sided love is painful. When like a fool you love all by yourself....it hurts....be brave and let that abusive love go.
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